Tuesday, April 29, 2008
{ 12:01 AM }
stop chasing me away,cos when i said i'd stay, i'll stay.how much difficult will it get?
you make me think.
you know i cant take it, you know i cant bear to,
you know a part of me living for u,
you know if ure gone i might as well as a living dead,
you know, you know.
you know everything.
the fact that i actually used 2 hrs plus to type this out in microsoft word during attachments.
it dont seemed long. but it actually spells out what i mean to u, and wad u mean to me. will u read it?
I don’t know wad’s gotten over me that got me changing so drastically. Neither do I hav any clues why i’m bein so cold towards u lately. But always rmb u matter No matter wad alright.. Sleep tight. Babe, just wanna hope u’ll look forward everyday, even if i’m Not by your side, ok? Night.. U’re loved.
27/4/08 02:25:14
:) lets jus hope everything wil b over soon. Babe, know that everything that I’ve done is for e team. I love u, whether u’re a captain, or a player. I’ll just watch u from Whereva i’m I hope u know that u still matter as much as before.. :) n if i’m gone. Und y.. :) Nite. Dnr, my only girl..
24/4/08 02:37:14
:) silly, thanks for e sms. I felt so loved t seein this sms soon after we part. Its love.. >.<>
23/4/08 22:58:12
U mean next year u’ll watch me too?! :):) silly, thank you for being around me.. U make me happy..:) sorry if i said anything n upset u today, i think i did.
23/4/08 22:47:48
Don’t know. But babe, just wanna let u know I’ll watch u. N u’re e only person who motivates me alright. I love you. I’ll hug mother bear while missing u. Hugs.
23/4/08 22:43:45
I wanna watch u play, i wanna watch u run, jump,shoot, layup, n fight for e basketbal. I wanna b wiv u through all e trainins t watch u improve at every lecture, at every feedbacks... N most importantly, i wanna b e motivation that leads u shining on court.. :) i love u so much, that i just wanna b around u al e time. Tho i may Not b able t sms u often Now, i stil keep u in my heart, thinkin jus how can i make u feel e love... Have u felt me?
21/4/08 17:05:33
:) okay. I’ll always make it knownt u. I’ll always secure u wiv words. I’ll make u feel e loved. Maybe i haven been doing alot these days that’s y u don’t feel e love from me. But sweetie, I’ll change. Cuz wad matters is your smiles. I don’t want my girl frowning cuz i neglect her...
21/4/08 11:40:54
Dont worry k.Jus b sure I’ll stay around u n watch u.U make me wanna step into ur life but u didn make me wanna step out. Don’t worry. E time u try hard is far.
21/4/08 11:34:07
Babe, I’l hav t go someday cuz i cant b wit u foreva.But trust me when i say ‘secret lover’.Cuz u’re stil irresistable!:)i love u so much, u just keep me alive.
21/4/08 11:25:05
:) i hope u can stay happy ok. N don’t feel that i don’t love u. n don’t compare wi e past. Cuz its always e same. If Not more wi everyday increase. Ok?
21/4/08 11:19:59
Babe, i don’t know how t tell u n how excited i’m, but i’m really happy today especially when u agreed t let help u make up, in full set. I’m truly excited n happy about it.. I know it doesn’t come often, so i’d like t thank u for lettin me b this happy today. I love u sweetie, my prettiest girl..!
20/4/08 23:40:32
Silly.Yes im aware o ur love.N seein u do so much 4 some1 selflessly for 3yr plus n how much u’ve done 4 me.im really glad u’re made for me.Sweetie,thanks 4 makin me feel a whole.U stepped in2 my life n made a miracle in it.Nv wil i expect myself t love a girl like this.yet u made it happen.My girl, i love u.Like how u do too.Tho it doesn seem so cuz there’s another in my heart. But jus acknowledge my way o love t u.Cuz i love No other girls,but u.Nite!
20/4/08 00:39:32
Chun just wanna tell u i love u. i’m at e booth now n i’m feelin so upset. sigh. i love u..
18/4/08 11:14:23
I’m thankful i have u t care for me. your efforts is enough t make me a ease n better ok.. silly girl.. i love u.
15/4/08 20:56:29
So many times i ask myself how long wil we love each other. so many times i’m so guilty i just wanna let u go. yet so many times i just fail t cus a part o me cant live without u. so many things we done tgt, so many things we went thru. so many memories created tho we r not couples. so many. Yet, some things just should remain once. babe, breakin up is torturing is hurtin. u may say that hurtin is part o lovin. but babe, i love u, n ahhua. if i can b wit u, i can b wit ahhua too.. n if ahhua tells me e same thing too, should i accept him? i dunno how t put it across but i know u know i love u don’t u?
14/4/08 14:30:55
:):)thank you babe.. i love u:):) see u later then, ‘d b waiting for u t come n wash off e bad memories we had last week shall we?
14/4/08 14:22:05
:) silly.. i’m afraid! o u gone. can i trust u?
14/4/08 14:09:02
Don’t know. It just feel like i didn’t c u for a v v long time... e kind o miss because u’re gone.
14/4/08 14:04:00
I swear today is e first time i felt u seemed like gone..
14/4/08 13:54:24
Babe, u’re e one i’m so gonna miss alright. n babe alway remember its not ur family members don’t love u. its jus that they dunno how t express, k?:) NITE!
13/4/08 01:26:32
:) don’t have t thank me for anythin. cuz i owe u more than u owe me. baby girl just promise me t take care ok. lets put e past behind us. No way wil i make things difficult for u by talkin about ur ex ok. i just want u t be happy. nth else matters.. :) night. sleep tight. dream o our dreams ok!:) love.
12/4/08 02:06:12
Thanks for everythin! i dun need surprises i dun anythin but your precense! thank you girl! later go see video. hope it wil keep u alove on e train ok! :) hugs!
11/4/08 18:12:28
E evening atmosphere always make me feel lonely. n everytime i’m lonely, u r e person in my mind..
8/4/08 18:20:14
I woke feelin lonely.. alone at e room i wish u were here..
8/4/08 18:18:02
I want t save e sms:) hmm, sweetie, i cant bear t let u go.. but i need t.. u insist o stayin but it’d delay u.. i want u too. but i cant.. i’ll keep u in my heart, baby girl..
8/4/08 15:12:19
A part of me cant let you go. though i dun want to stop but i know its e right thing t do.. tho it breaks my heart t leave. I want u t find your true love, still.. n i would give my heart n tis love t u till i hav t say i can, no more.. i love u. but i wil not hold u back.. just rmb i’ll b watchin u whereever i go..sweetie, enjoy your time. n everythin i done wil consist o u here, in my heart.
8/4/08 15:06:31
i cant bear to let you go.. i love u n i miss u baby girl..
7/4/08 21:00:11
Haha. Silly, but dunover shave I scared pain pain! Hahs. Babe, lets eat eda mame! Haha. Missing u already.. But one day if u found ur new love I’ll bless u:) Muacks. Always remember I’ll b around u No matter wad ok?:) Dnr. My finger pain pain, wiv plaster! So diff t sms Haha..! Night i love u!:)
7/4/08 00:29:40
girl,bet u’re sleepin so soundly nw hopefully my msg Wun wake u up:)Babe,elaine’s your junior,as wel as ur fan:)these yr’s matches r gonna b meaningful.Cuz i wil b watchin u play as ur lover,as wel as ur junior.I wana stay by u as ur motivation.I know u’l soar!u’re always e 1 I’ll watch out for durin e matches,e first person i’d cheer4.U can say i’m biased t nyp,bt u ought t Noe, al along i’ve always cheered 4 u:)This yr is,too:)I’ll patiently grow wiv u, n tho i suck at bbl,n there’s No way i can help u in skills wise, but i can always get e rebound for u t shoot while trg so u’ll hav mor time t train i’ll prove al worth t help u! n I’ll watch u n put my heart wiv u while u’re at play:)I’ll wait for e time t come n I’m Not leavin:) ilu silly captain! I do.
4/4/08 01:59:57
Sweetie, just wanna let u know No matter wad I’ll still love u ok?:) silly girl.
3/4/08 12:14:19
Goodnight once again. I’m only turning in now, cuz was playing my psp. N everytime e psp shakes alot cuz i hit e buttons, it’d remind me o u. Sweetie, i think i’m being paranoid. I hope u can quickly find another lover who can love u wholeheartedly. But i’m afraid o losing u. Things r just paranormal.but, i hope once ur next love come u’ll Not hesitate ok? I’m sure u wanna have someone u can love only for ur own.. Its st everyone wants. U’re some1 dependent on a lover. Hope yours come quick!:) night. Hope u’re droolin about wad u’re dreamin! Dun u dare pinch my eda mame!:) but i’ll be pinchin urs:P Nite!
3/4/08 02:36:09
I wonder hw many pages mor t e end o tis chapter.Life,twirls n twists,lik a roller coaster.so unpredictable.Bt babe,i know ur best 1 wil cm someday.I’ll send u away even if u dun wana go.Cuz u nv sld let ur next 1 slip away.B it female or male.Even if u’re alr attached,I’ll b arnd t guard u lik an angel!
2/4/08 23:29:21
No kisses! bt its ok.Cuz u’re by me.Babe,i duno y but i’m thankful cuz u’re still arnd me.U didn leave me,like how vana turned away from jt.its cruelty i cal it.if its me,i may Nt b as brave t face this,cuz afteral u matter No matter wad, n tht includes whether we’re couples.I honestly thank god.bt i know 1 day u’l b gone.N there’s No reason t ask u t stay here wiv me 4 life, cuz ur other half wil cm someday.N there’s No exceptions t holdin u back.even if u leave me 1 day,jus let me Noe,Il giv u al my blessins.Cuz u definitely deserve e best.yet e best is Nt me.Nevertheless,ilu.N I’ll love u till i cant lu.
2/4/08 22:51:56
Hai but i cant sleep also lei. How? I dunno wad i wanna do..! i dun wanna play psp, dun wanna play comp, dun wanna sleep. I just wanna, see you! I wanna hug u.
2/4/08 13:45:27
Haha. Ya i know, its ok. I Noe u’re v tired. Always remember Tc o urself okk? Next time if u wanna sleep just tel me.. I dun mind as long as u hav me in u:) night! Lets go swimming today. I’ll always b around t guide u through ok? Anw sweetie, i wont quit e team No matter wad. I love u:) Nite.
2/4/08 00:14:21
LOL! Damn cute la! Lols. U’reso cute i just cant get enough o you. My god, sweetie please love me! PLEASE! Haha. Night la. Go sleep le kk. Hugs.
1/4/08 01:18:00
Haha, silly girl, e sms so cute! Like a little girl sent me de! Damn cute. How i wish i can pinch your fishballs now. I mean those on your cheeks, Not those below. N make u cry in pain. Haha. U’re my baby girl n i’m so in love wiv everytin o u..!:) silly, enjoy yourself. I’m always by u:)
31/3/08 19:32:50
Haha. We’ll have time. Cuz No matter wad I’ll give u my time..:):) Haha. Sexy can i, kiss u, hug u n demand ur stay wiv me? >.<>
:D 31/3/08 13:51:09
Yes, sweetie. U’re irresistable n irreplacable! :D Muacks. B assured that No matter how many times we quarrel these words stand. Ok?:):) Muacks. Now go sleep:D
31/3/08 00:45:58
Silly, thanks for al e sacrifices u made. I’m thankful i hav u around me. Cuz only wiv u did my days truly brighten up.U allowed me t fully understand e definition of happiness. U’re e pill that made me so addicted. N till e day i die i wanna swallow tis pill.. i love u so much, n babe say u love me.
28/3/08 07:55:55
Goodnight. Thanks for tellin me so much about u. Cuz i can slowly understand u more. I hope i can grasp our love better. N i hope u will feel happy wiv me by u!:) i know u surely feel upset. i’m sorry. But trust me. Not even a long long long long time wil allow me t forget u:) hugs. Nite my love. Dnr.
28/3/08 03:11:09
Even if it takes a long journey,even if u’re up at e mountains. Even if u’re in e middle o e sea, i’d get t u. I dun care how tough it’d b. i just wana b e 1 bringin u out o danger. I wana protect u.. babe,I’ll become stronger So i can keep u out o danger.I’ll hold e sky when its fallin. I never wanted t hurt u in Anyway n i’m certain u Noe i wanna giv u everythin u ever wanted. I dun wana drift off t another place, i jus wanna lay here in ur arms.. U’re st worth living for. N a part o me’s living for u.. U’re in me..n I’m mesmerised by ur everytin..Dun leave me sweetie. I dun wanna die.I wanna love u.
24/3/08 11:46:35
I Wana save up so i can purchase mor functional stuffs:) babe, i love u.Al i need now is ur hug.i wish i could c u now.Even if it takes e previous long journey bac, I’ll.I wana cry in your arms..Cuz i love u mor den any1 else in this world now. u’re e first person i wanna c when i’m upset.U’re e first person i wanna cuddle when i’m in joy.U’ll Not Noe how much u mean t me. Cuz i myself dunno too.U mean too much.so much. N babe, dun leave me.cuz i love u..
24/3/08 11:38:44
Many might tink its jus some bullshittin when it comes t eternity.Cus Nt al agrees t it in e case o love.Bt i do..Feelins dun subside in a flare.N my case o feelin is strong.N mayb b mor exact, unbelievably strong.I dun love any1 on e streets.N i dun take a glance n say i love u t them.t me, these 3words carry mor den it itself.It’s an honour, its a chance,its a beginnin T so many things.N babe,when i’m tellin u i love u.I’m honoured cus u accepted these words.. Its my chance t make tins better between us cuz o e chance u gave me.N its a beginnin t st called another day. Babe, i love u.u can Noe Nth.Bt al i wan u t rmb is.i may Nt say tis everyday,but,As long as there’s Tmr,I’ll b lovin u.U’re locked in me.N No,u’re leavin No Whr but stayin here. In me..
23/3/08 03:58:59
:):) we won’t cuz i love u so much.. So so much..
22/3/08 19:06:35
Baby girl, its contentment i felt t seein u smilin so happily.Its an honour t c u t work.N, Its my luck that i found u.. :) Making u happy is e duty i behold in life. tht i’m sent from god t love u.. i’m willing t do my play cuz u’re everytin worthwhile n worthy o.. Silly girl, u’re my most cherished! Ilu.
19/3/08 21:58:03
Thanks babe, for running out t meet me jus now, feels like we’re nv gonna separate again.. :) n, babe, thanks for accompanying me t e busstop :) thanks for puttin mascara. U’re my happy girl n u always make me happy:) thank you. Haha! I’m on bus. Gonna rest ok! :D hugs. Dnr. Jiayou:D:D I’ll miss u.
19/3/08 10:05:58
I think i’m putting it on hold. Cuz i never wanted u t lose your most radiant smiles from your face. I wanna still love u n i dun want this al t end, jus Tmr.. I wanna still love u, n i dun wanna leave u.. I wanna make u happy n give u al that i can give. T make u feel doted, t make u feel loved like No one else can do for u.. Cuz above al, u’re someone who matter so much,i jus cant bear t c u cry again. I cant beat to stab u wiv knives.I love u, So much.
Silly, thanks for all u’re willing t do for me.. N i doubt I’ll ever regret knowing u. Cuz u brighten my days n made it so colourful.. I wish u’d never b gone..
E min and sec hand on e clock’s motionin in e clockwise direction.Its soon 2hrs past our supposingly.im sorry i didn make it happen, our monthsary.But babe,u Noe i’ve always loved u.N even wivout e monthsary,I’ll be treatin u wiv e best i can.Cuz u’ve always been my most loved girl.Iloveu,n if i could gently kiss u on ur lips now,i wld.cuz u nv knew how sweet it is t touch ur lips.U make me feel so loved, n even if i die tonight, I’ll smile.. Cuz at least i’ve gt e key tin in my life,that’s u.Silly,u’re e key t a new paradise. N u changed me into some1 strong.Iloveu.I really do.So,Stay by me.i want u by me.
