Wednesday, February 27, 2008
{ 9:00 AM }
last night mum caught me crying in my sleep, mumbling 'dont go'.
so drama, i know.
i can remember our everything, but i can never have them back again.
i dont know why i'm feeling what i'm feeling.
i wanna scream.
i feel like randomly finding a stranger to beat him up.
and you went to the esplanade, with someone else.
when we said before that we wouldn't.
but i guess everything said in the past doesnt matter anymore.
cos you said that's was what you were feeling at that point of time.
it's the past, not now.
it all changed overnight, bcos i din meet ur expectation.
didn't i always try to be good for you? or am i not trying hard enough?
but,
most times, im the babe you love;
most times, i'm the babe who cares for you.
most times, i'm the babe who do silly things to make u happy.
most times, i'm the babe who gives u little surprises.
most times, i'm the babe who makes you smile;
most times, i'm the babe who is always there for you.
most times, i'm the babe who is at fault;
and most times, i'm the babe whom you'd forgive.
and this distance is killing me.
tell me how.
