Thursday, February 21, 2008
{ 3:40 PM }
if you had one shot, one opportunity,
to seize everything you ever wanted in one moment.
would you capture it, or just let it slip?
rotted the whole day at home.
not doing anything productive.
pouts- and tuition is once again cancelled.
rarr. idiot. mayb not taking this job already.
woke up today having this bad feeling that something's not right.
yupp yupp, even until now.
having the random thoughts.
wondering where i'd be 10 years down the road.
a mum? a successful woman? or a good for nothing?
do i have a goal of what i wanna do?
nope, i dont think so.
and gosh, im 19 this yr. gonna hit the 20 range next yr.
i still have no idea what i wan in the future.
mayb it's bcos future is something unpredictable.
you'll never know, the next moment something happened, and you're gone.
so what's with "work towards your dreams/goals"?
how is it possible for someone like me who doesnt have one,
to work towards anything?
RARR. okay, it's time for me to think, THINK, think.
