Friday, January 25, 2008
{ 10:50 AM }
i thought i've alr prepared for the worst.
that's when i realised i was decieving myself.
i have nv shake off the thoughts of us being tgt again.
but it din turn out the way i wanted it to be.
im still so weak.
never thought i was in so deeeeep.
and damn it. i hate me.
im still not capable of keeping you by my side.
jue kou bu ti.too many things, too little time.
screw time.
i just didn't want it to end so soon.
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when everything is starting to become a 'used to'say it isn't so,
tell me you're not leaving.
said you changed ur mind now, that i am only dreaming.
this is not goodbye, this is starting over.
if you wanna know, i dont wanna let go.
so say it isn't so.
all the things she said, running through my head.
im forcing myself to swallow all the tears now cos bcos my bro's right beside me.
i thought i felt numbness for a moment.
but the next moment, im excruciated with pain.
deal with it chunz.sad love songs, im on my way to reach out for you.
there's still so much i wanna say.
but i jus dunno where to begin.
lastly, i love you elaine.