Saturday, December 22, 2007
{ 12:06 PM }
it all ended.last night.it's ironic.
how things happened without any warning.
but things that are meant to happen, will happen.
it only seemed like it was jus ytd.
when i told you i love you,
it seemed it was jus ytd when we first held hands,
when we first hugged, when we first exchange kisses.
it all happened too fast, and ended too fast.
2 months and 7days.there's still so much that we've yet to do.
everything needs time, but time,it doesnt wait for us.but you reassured me that we still can do that as friends.
you're letting me go.
i know it's against ur will.
but there's jus too many factors to consider..
you wanted what's best for me.
but all i wanted was you.
you guys might think 2months and 7 days is jus a short period of time.
but you'll never how much she've changed me and how happy she've made me.
be it those silly actions she did, those lame jokes she said, those sweet talks she said,
those care she gave, everything.
she made me whole.
again.
will you still love me more and more each day?or stay put at this stage?lastly, i will never let you go.
not without trying my best.
until then,
i love you, elaine.rmb all the promises we've made with each other.
i'll stand by all these promises.
cos you mean so much more, you matter so much more.
im sorry, but i cant help but tear when typing this.
outtz.
